Infinitony

ALLi Author Member

Tony Hawkins, Bio.
I can’t write about myself in any way that will inspire you unless you know the whole story, and I can’t imagine how you will find that. My childhood and early life was extremely chaotic and I fared badly in the education system, dropping out to take simple jobs which proved healing to the shattered soul. In 1960, at age 19, I bought a typewriter, 13 guineas in a second-hand shop. In 2023,, for sentimental reasons, I bought a nearly identical model in a charity shop, as we now call them, £30, more like two hours pay than nearly two weeks. In the intervening 63 years I’ve written 30/40 million words, mostly one vast inner cosmic epic from which I eventually extracted the stories I’ve put online.
In the beginning I was carried away by the energy which took me over when I chose to write, which was neverending.
In the 1960s I collided with the paranormal in the form of the Aberfan Disaster, in which a school filled with children was destroyed in a coal tip avalanche. Later I realised it was threaded through the previous six weeks of writing. Later I encountered precognition in dreams. I questioned how this could be and gradually came to understand that dreams are like a drum skin of meaning between space, time and waking human life and the colossal intelligence of the creative spirit. So my very lost childhood has finally arrived at first base of understanding that the creative spirit has given us all of itself and it is up to us to find it. Although the ultimate is truth, which has no size, we are not little creatures. All that is is in us, although we have to find it.
Although we are very similar, we are not born to be carbon copies of each other. We can only be individuals because we are born of, one with, are the mothers and fathers of an infinite source.
The books are what has been drawn from my chaotic journey. I suspect, given the nature of the source and of our relationship, there is far more to them than we will ever imagine, at least until the science of the infinite has matured among us.
Love
Tony